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Okay, it has been a while since I came around here. Tomorrow is going to be a totally fatal boring day. My parents paid RM500 for me to attend a JPJ course(I was smiling and my heart was aching when we went to book for the course). I know that I have to be grateful but, you know, six hours(sitting, mumbling, sleepiness, and etc.) is obviously not fun. So, I think I merely can hope that tomorrow is going to end very fast. It has been more than a month I stepped out from high school and it will be a little bit unusual to sit and listening to the tutor teaching in front. Lord saved me and what else matter? I'm going to be just fine :) ahh I know. At least I still can spend my time with doing things with benefits and not sticking to the tv for hours or becoming a hardcore netizen.

nyte2x. #i dont give a damn about grammar

I don't really know

When you feel something is getting wrong you will start to observe clearly and more aware of what is happening around you. The thing is, you don't get to know, I mean the starting point but you will feel it as time reveals. It’s not like you wake up with a bad feeling in your stomach. You don’t see any shadows where there should’t be any. You expect that it is going to be alright. Suddenly you realise that things are going wrong. Let me give a situation, someone promised you to never forget you no matter what. Suddenly he or she betrayed your trust. It feels like that, feels like I’ve been been hit by a wave. Multiples shock and yes, pain. People judge somehow and I did sometimes although I’m trying to avoid such negative attitude. I honestly feel awkward and obviously uncertain on how to cope with uncertainty. When people hurt me I can surely curse and talk back like a boss but I have the freedom to choose and I humbly forgive. Not for myself but for the One who is greater than me. What is waiting ahead will be whatever there be. I’m going to be just fine.

another Monday

(: another Monday arrived. I just finished the last picture of patrica, one of my sisters in Christ. Those pictures are for her birthday present. Yesterday I wished her a Happy Birthday to you and she started to ask a present right after my short b’day words. I knew she was merely asking for fun and nothing serious but yea, I wanted to give her something. I decided to edit some of her pictures and it took me an effort: stalking on her Facebook wall for her latest picture. Some of her photos are kept in my laptop’s folder, but they are the pictures we took past years. It took hours to complete all the details including the effects and textures. It worth. I sent the photoshop-edited photos via message through FB. Hope she will like them all. Today, I can’t count how many times I turned off and turned on the air-cond. It was like after 10 or 15 mins I kept on turning off the air-cond and then I turned it on again when I started to feel hot. That was it. Tomorrow, yea, tomorrow I will be heading to Miri. Spend time with my parents and according to our plan, we will be back on Wednesday. Dad will go straight to Sabah. Mom and me, of course, will be making our way to Bintulu again. A few days ago I checked on my friends’ walls(especially my 2011 classmates’), and most of them are studying in high class colleges. Some of them are in Melbourne, Perth, NZ and the nearest, Taylors KL. I don’t even know where I should go after this. Dyon is with F.J. After two years they finally meet again. All is well, then (: I have my eyes on KDU College, Penang. God’s will, I hope that everything will work out well. Night.

it's Saturday again

My eyes were anxiously focused on the laptop's screen as I was scrolling down Meredith Andrews' official website page. She's working on her new album and since last year I was so curious when she will release her new hits. So, it's going to be in this year. I'm glad. Dad sold the old papers, three boxes of old papers and received a price of RM2.30. Mom and I were working so hard that we sweated so much while collecting those used papers, arranging them neatly onto the boxes. Although the price is less than RM5.00 I'm feeling satisfied. Rather than dumping the papers somewhere else I can always choose to recycle them to make new papers. The money should go for offering later as I will attend the Saturday Youth Service. Last night I struggled to pray. Temptations to sleep as I saw my bed, the tv in the living room and yes, my laptop. Yet, I won the fight although I know the temptations surely will make a comeback again for today's race and for tomorrows'. My Acer is home now. Dad and I went to Lenovo again to make service payment and we chit chatted with the owner of the shop. He is a friendly person, based on my opinion and I don't really know him. The time when I came again to take the laptop, that was the second time I met him. He was so interested about what I'm doing and asked which church I attend so I told him I attend Calvary Church. As my size is small, he was curious about my age. LOL I finished my Form 5 year and I'm waiting for my SPM results. The man was surprised and he said, "You look much younger than your actual age." Yea, I know. That was a compliment to me, as I will grow a year older this February 19. It was too bad Dad and I were rushing for other matters. Dad would have talking for hours with this man, although he's a Chinese and Dad's Iban. I'm glad we are Malaysian. Another thing is I'm missing my girl friends so bad that I cried looking at the photo of us during the final day of SPM. I wanted to text them but nayy... I merely don't want to bother them with my so-whatever-feeling, Dyon is taking A-level and definitely she does not own any time to be bothered. Jess and Cab, let them enjoy their moments. 11.00 a.m. now and I have to go. God bless.

back then

I'd always thought that the whole farewell-moment, bracing yourself for the goodbye thing sounded pretty awful. Some things are better left buried and forgotten, as my friend would say. I'd be happy to forget all of the bitter memories, for example ( moments of locking yourself alone in your bedroom and cry a river ), and when it comes to high school, does anybody want to relive the craps people talked about you and remember curses that were thrown right in front of you or to figure out your friends, trusted friends betrayed you? Who cares about haters now when you are in the right position. I can only afford to be grateful that I met of those people I love: Cabrini, Dyona and Jessica. Went to SMK Bintulu and cracked my head for five years, rushing every morning for prefect duties in my final year and faced those haters who thought us as losers definitely not a mistake. I succeeded and to be more exact, we succeeded. We proved our talents in drama competitions, debate and most of competitions that we participated. We fought like it was our final moment of life, we worked so hard by giving our all, sacrificed our times, materials and of course, our personal desires merely to meet the expectations of our teachers, school and families. Sometimes it was hard carrying the burdens on our shoulders but I say, "Impossible is not a word, but merely a reason for us not to try". Again, those efforts worth the sweats: we embraced the moments of successes (: Now, all is well. Specifically, I thought of the time in our final year ( Form 5 ) when everyone in class was working so hard when SPM was around the corner. History was one of my worst subjects(other than Physics and Chemistry) and I prepared less than a month for the public exam. The worst part, most of the essay questions were asking about common sense. Dyon was cursing and me, heartless. I thought of the time when my Bio teacher stared at me as I walked into the laboratory for coming five minutes late. I hadn't thought about that in forever. One of the memories I didn't even know I remembered, if you know what I mean. That's merely the kind of thing that students do, being be punctual is a responsibility, but sometimes we are caught on something whether on purpose or not (: High school was challenging, all those school days when you hope that everything was going to be alright. There were days you woke up 40 minutes after the alarm clock rang because your hands had the tendency to automatically turned it off without you realizing it and prayed to God you could borrow one complete experiment report from one of those geniuses half an hour before the class started. I felt so lazy that I did last minute revisions and woke up with panda eyes the next morning and sat for the exams. Two weeks sitting for exams, it was tremendously amazing if I survived. The moment when I cherished the weekends, and thanked God for the way the morning light turned the walls in my bedroom the color of cream, the smell of breakfast my Mom prepared and alone in my bedroom with my Fender guitar. 


So much you can laugh at and cry for. One thing, you should never lose yourself no matter what happened in the past or will happen in the future. 

good day

Today is really a good day (: Everything went so well. Praise the Lord because without His favor, things might not work well. My best friends were Facebooking an hour ago (I was taking a nap) and I missed the chance to chat with them, which resulted me stalking on their walls. lol What a day. What a good, blessed day. I know that I will have to study very hard after next month and I'm going to grab every opportunities to fulfill my dreams. God's will I shall succeed. Amen. I dare not to expect much, yet I'm taking a risk in order to taste the sweetness of glory. I want to prove myself that I am capable of doing great things. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. I want to show those who hate me, used to talk crap about me just as if they made money from it that I am a better person, as a human and yes, as someone with abilities beyond their judgements. People look and judge out of appearance and seldom care about the inner man. I want to go and explore Paris before 30 because the city of love has always been my dream place. I want to have a great career in which I enjoy and give my full focus to it. In 10 years from now, I might get married to a man with a sunflower field lol. I decide to get married because I know God encourages this blessed relationship. I know myself very well. If I choose to stay single for the rest of my life, I will be able to live a life of joy for I have a conscience that God always lead me. With my bitter memory with Roger, yea, I am able to type his name, speak of it and pronounce it well, I'm sure it will be always hard for any guys to make me fall in love. People said nothing is sacred. True. Nothing in the WORLD is sacred. I'm not holding forgiveness back from him because I'm healed. Sometimes we remember and now I'm grateful that he was a part of my pain. Without the pain, I will not be here, standing where I am now, stronger. So, I'm chillaxing now. The past teaches us to be better, way better than before.

All that I need: honesty towards myself and others. There are many principles and values all people live by. These values help them with dealing with everyday matters. Whether it is to keep their faith at all times or just respect everyone else the way they want others to respect them, it changes their lifestyle. Being honest is a quality all people need to have and use to go far in life. It is something about myself that I hope to never lose no matter what happens. God bless.

fuhh... at last

Praise the Lord! I passed the test. I'm relieved, for now. Stepping out from the test room was one of the best moment in my life( finally it was over ) and to make things better, I passed  45/50 . Mom is happy, and Dad, too. We went to Lenovo( Dad and me only ) to send my Acer for repair works because the system collapsed due to viruses attack ( something like that ). So I'm borrowing my Dad's Asus. The day is raining and cold this morning. I thought it will be very bright today. It feels amazing to hear the sound of rain falls like bullets on the roof. Usually I dislike any cold, wet thing because I will feel uncomfortable. I can't swim and I'm scared of water... I fell into a river when I was six year old and Mom saved me. She had to jump onto the river. Drinking cold water will make me cough. I prefer to walk under the morning ray of sunlight. Sometimes, when the raindrops beating rhythmically against the windowpane produce their own spells: "Stay in bed and enjoy your sleep. Don't get up now". I would have never gone out, unless I have to get some important works done. That is me. I hate to bring umbrella in my bag because I feel like it burdens me but I still keep it in my bag anyway.

I will be 18 soon. A year older, again. Life is getting harder and yes, I have to work harder in my journey to success. SPM result will be announced on March 22( God knows what will happen ). Lalala... (: so, everything is going to be great.

good morning sunshine...

I have one hour and a half before sitting for the kpp table test. Obviously I'm not sure of what will take place later in my life for today yet I have an anticipation: that everything is going to be a blast(...and the test to over as soon as possible ). I managed to sleep for three hours and a half and I struggled in my attempt to open my eyes for the past 33 minutes. Sleeping is my favorite habit( one of my unable-to-resist habits ). Right, off I go now. God bless.

inhale and exhale

Alright, apparently time flies very fast and it feels like in a blink of an eye that we are in the end of January. I had just finished updating my blog, since I stopped typing here for a while. The last time I went here was after my SPM, I think. Now I'm staying home and forbidden to go for part time job. Life is boring without my To Do's list is full. I can't bear sitting for hours staring at the tv or surfing the net, damaging my eyes. Being be a hardcore netizen is unhealthy for your body and soul. I have the tendency to listen to music for a long period of time in a day and then make it a habit for days, yet I have to consider that it might be harmful as using earphones can proliferate the amount of bacteria in your ears ( my bosom friend told me, she read it somewhere, and she has a big brilliant head. I miss her so much because she is far now ) From not-so-healthy activities, I decided to try things with more positivity. As a beginning, God answered my prayer (: and now I'm learning how to play keyboard( I always want to ). Aunt Grace is borrowing me the Yamaha keyboard. I'm grateful to the Lord that I am better in playing the guitar. A greater achievement within this month: I wrote two songs from Psalm, they sound good. I should learn music from my childhood, that is what I think about when I figured out I really have the heart for music. Anything that sound like music or melody, when you shake the bottle with half full of water, you still can produce rhythm from it. Singing? Nope. I'm a player, not singer. To be honest, I have no confident to lead. Instead, my calling is to support. I can do all tasks well as a backstage person but when you ask me to lead, nayy... I will start to feel like I'm crushing a stone with an egg. Although I can't lead well, but I always try my best, things might not work so well, but everything is fine. Okay, this month I started taking the KPP courses, want to get the LDL. Tomorrow at myeg, 0800 a.m. I have to attend the table test. I tell you that I'm not ready, dear. 75% I'm prepared and yet, I pray that I will find success for my test tomorrow ( passing mark is >84% ). I think I'm doing well this month and my head starts to plan what I will up to for next month. I should prepare myself before I fly somewhere to further my studies after March. My result might not be 10As yet I'm sure God knows what to do. Nothingness makes me worry and worry is bad. It is like a poison in your heart, bringing you fear. Life makes love look hard, that is why we grow tired sometimes. Questions are floating in my head. Where will I go after this? What will happen if I get a C grade in my SPM?(Mom is going to make me nuts) Matrics or U? Should I scream? I should just jump on my bed and go for a lucid dream. Waiting for SPM result is really something that THAT.

The most memorable event that I really treasure: the camp we had last Christmas. The Joshua Generation had the chance to grow healthier in Christ. December 2010 was definitely an amazing, blessed year( which was why my FB, Twitter and Tumblr were abandoned for good ). Although I can't see my three best friends everyday as we did in school for the past five years, we text each other and support one another. It is 21st century and guess what, 2012 is a Jubilee year, which reminds of Hillsongs' Days of Elijah: "...and out of Zion hill salvation comes". Got to go and stare at the KPP book. God bless.

I was Feeling Miserable

Sometimes we do feel in a total mess, right? 

I did, yesterday -.-

How it felt?

Bad. Very bad. I can say.

How bad?

Not good. Indeed.

My To Do's lists was awful. To make it worst, I only managed to finish 2 out of 9 tasks. My Add Maths Project really made me lose my sense. The ever too much Bio notes made me lose my smile, for a while. Someone gave me 12 missed calls. It made me thought that I missed something urgent, evendoor it wasn't. Why looked so desperate, right? -.- Next, my Chemist notes and exercises. Oh no... too much to complete. I felt dull... homework... studies... homework... studies.... a 360 degree of life is about homework and studies. Locked in the room. Knew nothing about other things at the outside of the room. Blur. Uncomfortable. In a T-total mess! That was happening to me yesterday, for a day, on Sunday, and it was a weekday. Yea, as a nutshell, I was in a fatal condition yesterday. 

However, things get better with time. I finished my works slowly and steadily. One step at a time. Relieve :)) My three sisters made me cheerful again. Miss Ixas was as usual, in her ever so weird and awesome self. Miss Anonymous, she became a weirdo to me. I'm wondering the reason she acted so like a lesbian today :/ Hormones. I guess. Miss Angelic, as beautiful as ever :) Her new profile picture is really great "Like A Boss; I'm A Retard' 

Again, back to normal and not what we say as break free from the norm. LOL Mumbling again. Early in the morning, 5S5 was having an issue with PLKN matter. Most of us didn't want to go. It started with Miss Ixas. Then the whole class was busy talking about the matter. I checked my name just now and the good thing is; yes! I will not be going for the first PLKN series. IDK about the next one. God's will be done. Next, we had Bio class with Mr. Johnny. "When we talk about primary we talk about the first and when we talk about secondary we mean the second. I know this sounds stupid but I still want to tell just in case you all don't know." We were laughing at his words. Then one part he gave us extra info about trees, "I know this is just want to tell you guys extra information. Want to show off ma..." He walked at the front of the lab and we were like, "Oh, he's so duhh..." Ha ha We were having Bio quiz and as usual, when the time was finished, we still struggled to answer the questions. Suddenly, he spoke,"Why you all so kiasu(don't want to give up/willful)? Don't be so stress. You all still can study more next time. This just quiz ma..." He frowned. Again, we were smiling and laughing at his expression. Somehow, our class like the way he teaches and speaks. And n &...tomorrow Madam Emelia will be teaching The Curse. Our class will be enjoying the English Language class, then. 

Just now a friend of mine went to my house. I was teaching her Maths. It really made me felt more happy to have someone to be with and a person that I can talk to sometimes. She's more like a sister :)) Younger sister, because she's younger 2 years than me.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day :)) 

In the Gloom :/ and Bloom :))

Passiveness of today's begun when:


I woke up at 4.35 a.m. made me felt dizzy as I slept merely for 2 hours. My Mathematics Modern exercises and 111/9 essays were to be completed yesterday night. That was the reason I slept less lately. My head was loaded with To-Do's lists. Oh Lord, I need time of my own. Really. So stressed sometimes. 


In school:
I walked to the duty station at Block A, Miss Anonymous didn't go for duty as she came late to school.and when the second bell rang, I went straight away to the classroom. As I stepped in, I sensed exhausted mood existed, widespread among 5S5 students. Of course, I was not excluded. We all had a bad day. Well, most of us did. Then I realized that my friends looked darker. Why? Oh don't bother. I was unstable, then. LOL The weather was hot and the classroom was alike an oven to us. The fan was switched to the maximum mode and guess what? We felt nothing, just as if there wasn't any air movements. Of course, we still can inhaled and exhaled. Yet, it was really hot and all of us was sweating like pigs! So uncomfortable and to make it worst, I kept on feeling sleepy. What a day! Before the first period Physics begun, Miss Anonymous entered the class, was sweating like a pig and when I asked her what caused her latency, she just said, "A lot." That was it and how it was said. In Physics lab... Sleepy. What a gloomy morning. That happened to me. My PEKA wasn't complete and just now I finished all the experiments. Tomorrow have to hand in all the reports. Not to mention Add Maths. 5S5 was facing tension during Madam Emelia's class. We got scolded. Our faults. Small matter and we were careless. Logic enough for Madam to get angry and unsatisfied. What we called it? Common courtesy? Yea. Some have some not. 


Somehow, we got our mood again after eating chocolates together. So funny. Smiles were shown and yea, that was a relieved. Chocolates really gave us the happy mode :)) The day was blooming again.


I went back earlier as I skipped EST class. I went home and in the evening Miss Ixas texted me:


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Bring your est book tomorrow. Our substitute teacher is cikgu bio.


Mr johny ling o.0? 


Yup.


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I think I'm going nuts. Even Mr. Ha said that we will be unable to skip classes anymore after this. LOL "This is the last time we can skip EST."




Ixas and Angelic are having issues with Catalyst and Abu. Anonymous? IDK. She looked okay. Tiredness still on her face. Written on her forehead. Me? Neutral. I think :/ Perhaps... Yha, I'm still neutral. Whatsoever is rushing in after this I'm going to do all that I can to success the marathon. 


Nyte2x






  

Words in My Head

It’s 1 a.m. and I’m still awake. I can barely close my eyes. Dear Lord, I should go to sleep by now. In few hours I will have to go to school. I’m thinking. Few words in my head. Sometimes the words are clear, sometimes not. Why? I have no exact answer what I’m actually thinking of now. Anything. Perhaps. Merely can’t asleep. For a moment I feel so well indeed. Free. From my past. Bitterness. Tears. Regrets. They all gone. Vanished. Alike the vapour in the wind. Similar to the waves tossed in the ocean. For almost 2 years I felt like a vagabond, a homeless stranger and yea, I’ve been wandering. So hard to say, even too hard to bare. Yet, it happened and I went through the storms.

Crisis happened in my life. Everyone is facing problems in life. Some big some not. The greatest assurance in life is God. Why? God have known you as you was, as you are and as you will be. Now and forevermore. He sees you as you are. As the lover knows his beloved’s heart. All the shapes and curves of her even in the dark. He formed you in the inward part. What can you hide but let Him has total control in your life? He is the way, the truth and the life (John 14:6) Take one step towards God. God will take two steps towards you. Similar to the parables of The Prodigal Son (Luke 15:11-32) No matter how sinful you are, you still have no way to run from Him. His name is written in your heart. How are you going to erase it? You can't. He shed His blood for you. I always fail my trials and dissapointed Him. Selfishness, proud and anger. We human so weak. Imperfect. Yet, without imperfection there will be no perfection.

Imagine that one day, you ask yourself where is the Sun when the rain pours heavily like bullets. What if the Sun gone forever? No light, no source of life. Simply darkness. Fear. Hopelessness. We always underestimate things. The moment when the Sun went away and the storms came in, always gently remind yourself that after the rains will come the rainbows. . .

Today is Monday

Morning! I woke up at 4 a.m. just now. I can barely got up from the bed and still wanted to sleep. Yet, I gently and carefully reminded myself to today is Monday and that the weekend ended yesterday. oh no no no. What should I do? Go to school, then. It's a school day. I still have to submit my 1Malaysia safety and another one on the Road Safety. Both the hardcopies and  softcopies. Actually I'm planning to skip class today but no. Ok, then. Go to school.


I don't know why but yea, I keep on feeling sleepy these few weeks. I need some helps now. May be I will put some slices of lemon in the sky juice later and bring the drink to school. Well, I got the idea from my classmates. Smart students with smart ideas. We all have our sanities inside of our vainities. Um... I'm pretty sure that Mr. Johnny is going to torture us with millions of questions about the Chapter 4 syllabus; Reproduction and Growth. Praise the Lord that the chapter is my favourite(my classmates also) and I have not much difficulties in understanding the content points. The only chapter that I can never get tired of is Chapter 4 :)) LOL Don't bother to ask why bha. Its what we called as knowledge.


OK, the best thing that happened yesterday was the Father's Day performance. The second best thing was that I was connected to my ex-classmates from the primary school, SK Bintulu. I said, "what?" Well, one of my classmates, Dayang Mordhiati formed a group of 'Classmates of 6 Mawar 2006' and she found my fb account. I was so glad. Happy. Excited. Glad. Surprised. and & n whatsoever there lha. 


I have to stop for now. I'm not sure what will happen today and I merely think that it's going to be a loaded day. I have the instinct to say this because, as you can read it, I'm typing the words now. LOL Have a blessed day.

Happy Father's Day!

Yesterday was a lot-f-things day. Why? Some here and there of everyday life of mine. I woke up at 4.30 a.m. without the help of my hand phone alarm. Said some prayer and thanked God for His goodness. Lazily and of course, still sleepy, I got up from my bed, walked slowly to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. For a moment, yea, I thought of continuing my sleep again. Yet, I still got some works to do. My 111/9 essays were starring at me, waiting patiently on the study table with their Oh-So-Sardonic smile. By 6.00 a.m., I went to wait for Umpang to pick me up to school. I waited for about 20 minutes and stood at the front of the gate like a tree. When he arrived at the front area, yea, he slowed down his car and when I opened the car's door, there he was, smiling at me. "Why late?" the question. He looked at his watch and smiled. Again. "Woke up late" the answer. Whatever. So off we went to fetch the other three girls before went to school. 

Arrived at the front area of SMK Bintulu by 6.40 a.m. and I walked fast to the duty station. Guess what? I was the most early prefect to come at the duty station. Boring. I have to make few rounds around Block A and still, boring. Nothing happen. The students were, as usual, busy with their own businesses. My best friend, Anonymous, came so late for duty. She looked a bit messy that day and that was it.

In the classroom, well, this was on Friday and not on yesterday. Here, Alexander bought soft drinks and junk food with the RM70 voucher he won. He bought it for the whole 5S5 class. People ate a lot on Friday. Rebecca Black was one of our topics on Friday. After recess, madam took the box of the soft drinks and said a "Thank you, Alex for the drinks." She said earlier, "When a woman is having her period, she is very sensitive. So, don't bother." That was it. LOL Awesome. And yesterday, madam gave Alex a pancake. Haha The other two of my best friends, Angelic and I'm Not A Slut, as usual, talked about the same topic for the week; Catalyst & Abu. Me? As I am, neutral. Yesterday, after recess, we had Bio class. OH NO! Our substitute teacher is very strict. "I will ask questions and give your class quiz EVERY week" and whatsoever that he said that time really made me started to miss Madam Yeo but dreams are just dreams sometimes. She is having a new baby now. A baby girl :)) And Mr. Johny Ling is replacing her as our Bio teacher. I just have to breathe. Similar to what I'm Not A Slut texted me yesterday when I told her about Mr. Johny Ling.

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Exhale... That's good for us.

After school, I went back home. This time earlier as Umpang drove faster. I got ready and then went to church. The brothers and sisters needed my help with the sound effects and PA System. Plus, last week I was absent for both the Youth Service and Sunday Service due to my trip to Kuching. In my longing to seek and serve the Lord, and I was missing all the times I had with the brothers and sisters in Christ, I made up my mind to attend the Saturday Youth Service. The Father's Day performance went well yesterday. My senior, Miss Patrica, was so happy to see me. It seemed like so long I had not met her. Actually, it was only for two weeks. LOL

The Father's Day performance today went well indeed. The most fascinating and amazing thing was that, we performed the skit from Luke: The Prodigal Son and Pastor Jerry was sharing the Gospel from the same Bible chapter. "This means that we are sharing the same message, the same truth," he said. Pastor Jerry was the one who started the Calvary Church that we attend today. Without him, the church might not exist now. He will be taking his flight back to Kuala Lumpur this evening. In July, he will fly to Canada to further his study in pastoring for two years. If God's will, he will be back to Bintulu again. I knew his heart was moved when he watched the Prodigal Son Skit from our Youth Group. "This church is like a family church to me. I always have special relationship with this church," he said. He meant every word. "If you remember me, please pray for me," he added. No words to describe what he might felt. Yet, he will be going for the Lord. May the Lord always guide and provide his needs while studying in Canada. Amen.

I will be posting the pictures of Father's Day Performance soon. I have to go now :)) God bless you all...

Back to Bintulu

I'm Home!!!

:))

We checked out from Lodge 121 at 7.15 a.m. before we went to the Kuching Airport.The prefects departed from Kuching to Bintulu at 9.20 a.m.. Arrived at the Bintulu Airport at 10.22 a.m. and I waited for my Mom to pick me up for at least half and hour. At 1.14 p.m. later, here am I, typing on the blog and checking my Facebook. Praise the Lord that we all had safe journey to and fro :))  Cabrini is staying at Kuching. Her parents and siblings went to meet her at the Kuching Airport. I will share all the precious and memorable experience I had during the trip to the University of Swinburne. 

Great time in Swinburne!

Have to sign out now :)) want to take a nap... Have a blessed day!

First Day in Kuching

Hello readers! :))

I'm onlining here from Lodge, 121 Kuching. The Prefect's Board arrived at the Kuching Airport this morning. We went to University of Swinburne and had our lunch. Next, we went to the Kampung Budaya. After went back from there, we went straightaway back to Lodge before having dinner. I will post more about this trip later on my next post. :))

Have a blessed day!

Nyte2x... don't let the bugs bite!

Off To Kuching!

Morning!

:))

Arise and shine everybody!

Yesterday I packed all my things with the help of Mom. Now I'm about to go to the Bintulu Airport. I can't wait until I see Cabrini and Dyona :)) Jessica will be waiting for us at the Kuching Airport together with Jie Hua and they will join us when we arrive later. So, I'm going now. Have a nice day and may God bless you all. :))

Father's Day Performance

Theme Song for Father's Day

I had not downloaded much songs for the main theme music. I'm not so sure if any of the songs is suitable for the Father's Day performance. I searched for the song that Shirley Empaling asked me to download "Kaulah Segalanya" from GMB yet I didn't find any. So I searched for other songs. I think we have to ask Aunty Grace about the theme song. Here are the lists of links I accessed:

Selamat Pagi Bapa-Nikita

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_T2L1315OMw&feature=related

Bapa Engkau Sungguh Baik-Nikita

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3RG_DAKCeHc&feature=related

Bapa Terima Kasih-Talenta Singers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lAxp4JShxkU

Sound Effects

It's a bit difficult to find some of the sound effects. For farm sound effects, I accessed to this link: http://www.sound-effect.com/track/farm---early-morning--loop--230/ 

If you are unable to download just use the sound recorder in the accessories in your laptop. 

Drama Props

Patrica and I already discussed about some of the props. We can make sign boards for each scene in order to make the audience understand the plot better. I will do the sign boards. For the pig image, we have not decide who will do the drawing work. I'm still unable to contact Patrica's phone number. Since I will be back to from Kuching on this Saturday afternoon, I won't be able to join you all for Youth. 

Here are the list of scenes:

Scene 1

At the Farm

Scene 2

In the Club

Scene 3

In the Pigpen

Scene 4

Back at Home

Please inform me if there any mistakes about the scenes and other related matters. I hope this will be helpful.

May God bless you all :)) 

Thank you.

Wake Up On Tuesday Morning

I was still sleeping when Mom woke me up to tell that she had to go out. Sleepy, I just simlpy said, "OK..." So Mom went out and I think an hour after that, I rose from my bed and saw the watch. Oh, it was 10 a.m. sharp. Slowly, I walked to the sink and brushed my teeth and then took my bath. On the kitchen table, my breakfast was already prepared by Mom. I brought the glass of Milo and placed it on the study table in my bedroom. The day is raining outside and I'm feeling cold.


After the rain comes the rainbows :)) I think maybe the rainbows apologize for the angry sky. Weather is a great metaphor of life: sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad, and there's nothing much we can do about it but carry and umbrella.

Today I want to finish my Addmaths. In Addmaths, there are too much problems to be solved. LOL I already get enough crisis of my own yet I have to find solutions for Addmaths. Well, life is so complicated that we have no words to describe the exact metaphor of it. The scope is merely too wide. It just tomorrow before I fly to Kuching. I really wish that hols could be longer. . . Well, holidays can be good times :))

When it comes to holidays, I will be like 

Holidays! Holidays! Yayy!!!

When the holidays is over, I will turn to this

What??? I still want holidays no matter what!!!

and

This morning I woke up to know it's Tuesday

Still sleepy there.

Preparing for Kuching

I was doing some research in the Internet when a message came. I checked my phone inbox and read it. The Tour Manager of our Prefects Board texted me to inform that I'm in Group 4 and that I have to do the self check in for the flight tickets. 

Here's the print out:

My Group 4 members are:

- Jessica Miluh :))

- Davies

- Nurhajatul

- Fesila

- Malisha

- Khairunnisa

Things need to bring:

It just few days away :)) God bless us. Amen.