When you feel something is getting wrong you will start to observe clearly and more aware of what is happening around you. The thing is, you don't get to know, I mean the starting point but you will feel it as time reveals. It’s not like you wake up with a bad feeling in your stomach. You don’t see any shadows where there should’t be any. You expect that it is going to be alright. Suddenly you realise that things are going wrong. Let me give a situation, someone promised you to never forget you no matter what. Suddenly he or she betrayed your trust. It feels like that, feels like I’ve been been hit by a wave. Multiples shock and yes, pain. People judge somehow and I did sometimes although I’m trying to avoid such negative attitude. I honestly feel awkward and obviously uncertain on how to cope with uncertainty. When people hurt me I can surely curse and talk back like a boss but I have the freedom to choose and I humbly forgive. Not for myself but for the One who is greater than me. What is waiting ahead will be whatever there be. I’m going to be just fine.
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