Alright, apparently time flies very fast and it feels like in a blink of an eye that we are in the end of January. I had just finished updating my blog, since I stopped typing here for a while. The last time I went here was after my SPM, I think. Now I'm staying home and forbidden to go for part time job. Life is boring without my To Do's list is full. I can't bear sitting for hours staring at the tv or surfing the net, damaging my eyes. Being be a hardcore netizen is unhealthy for your body and soul. I have the tendency to listen to music for a long period of time in a day and then make it a habit for days, yet I have to consider that it might be harmful as using earphones can proliferate the amount of bacteria in your ears ( my bosom friend told me, she read it somewhere, and she has a big brilliant head. I miss her so much because she is far now ) From not-so-healthy activities, I decided to try things with more positivity. As a beginning, God answered my prayer (: and now I'm learning how to play keyboard( I always want to ). Aunt Grace is borrowing me the Yamaha keyboard. I'm grateful to the Lord that I am better in playing the guitar. A greater achievement within this month: I wrote two songs from Psalm, they sound good. I should learn music from my childhood, that is what I think about when I figured out I really have the heart for music. Anything that sound like music or melody, when you shake the bottle with half full of water, you still can produce rhythm from it. Singing? Nope. I'm a player, not singer. To be honest, I have no confident to lead. Instead, my calling is to support. I can do all tasks well as a backstage person but when you ask me to lead, nayy... I will start to feel like I'm crushing a stone with an egg. Although I can't lead well, but I always try my best, things might not work so well, but everything is fine. Okay, this month I started taking the KPP courses, want to get the LDL. Tomorrow at myeg, 0800 a.m. I have to attend the table test. I tell you that I'm not ready, dear. 75% I'm prepared and yet, I pray that I will find success for my test tomorrow ( passing mark is >84% ). I think I'm doing well this month and my head starts to plan what I will up to for next month. I should prepare myself before I fly somewhere to further my studies after March. My result might not be 10As yet I'm sure God knows what to do. Nothingness makes me worry and worry is bad. It is like a poison in your heart, bringing you fear. Life makes love look hard, that is why we grow tired sometimes. Questions are floating in my head. Where will I go after this? What will happen if I get a C grade in my SPM?(Mom is going to make me nuts) Matrics or U? Should I scream? I should just jump on my bed and go for a lucid dream. Waiting for SPM result is really something that THAT.
The most memorable event that I really treasure: the camp we had last Christmas. The Joshua Generation had the chance to grow healthier in Christ. December 2010 was definitely an amazing, blessed year( which was why my FB, Twitter and Tumblr were abandoned for good ). Although I can't see my three best friends everyday as we did in school for the past five years, we text each other and support one another. It is 21st century and guess what, 2012 is a Jubilee year, which reminds of Hillsongs' Days of Elijah: "...and out of Zion hill salvation comes". Got to go and stare at the KPP book. God bless.
The most memorable event that I really treasure: the camp we had last Christmas. The Joshua Generation had the chance to grow healthier in Christ. December 2010 was definitely an amazing, blessed year( which was why my FB, Twitter and Tumblr were abandoned for good ). Although I can't see my three best friends everyday as we did in school for the past five years, we text each other and support one another. It is 21st century and guess what, 2012 is a Jubilee year, which reminds of Hillsongs' Days of Elijah: "...and out of Zion hill salvation comes". Got to go and stare at the KPP book. God bless.
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