Christmas, Christmas, Please Come Fast.

In the Mood of Christmas!

:))

I'm not in the mood of Gawai Celebration this 2011. Why? The answer is as simple as this: IDK :))

I have a great anticipation for coming Christmas Day of  2011. Yes, indeed, I do know that it's 7 months to go before the 'Merry Christmas' arrive. Yet, here, I'm listening to Jingle Bell song and typing and reading and thinking not to say hoping and & n dreaming of Christmas :))

LOL

I'm going to sit for my SPM this year. O LORD, let me success with flying colors. Amen.

So so so here we go again. I want to share what I really think are awesome when we start to talk about Christmas Celebration. 

When you go to the city, you'll see bright lights here and there alike millions of small and twinkle twinkle little stars.

And the Christmas tree

The presents :D

Even your kitty will smile and laugh on Christmas!

On first Christmas morning, this happen when you are too in high spirit

Caroling! Let we sing the songs of joy for the

Glorious King!

"Long time ago in Bethlehem, so the holy Bible says..." the song is playing, vibrating my eardrums and echoing inside my head.

The most enjoyable part is FOOD!

The delicious Christmas pudding.

The fruits trifle. Oh, gonna make you addict to it.

The gold color of the roast turkey! It tastes super for golden moment with family and friends.

The shapes of gingerbreads really attract me.

:))

Fight the Good Fight!

I'm back again.

It's luring inside me and seeks to destroy me.

I was not having a very pleasant day. Today something did happened. Actually, since yesterday. What had happened really hurt me. Someone spoke bad about me and cursed me with her sharp, similar to two-edged swords, pierced to the depth of my wounded heart! What??? I was innocent and knew nothing! Why??? Why she did that towards me? Right... Discrimination took place. I can do better if I want! Just like what Pastor Martin said, "I have freedom to say NO! That is real freedom!" I chose a "NO" for revenge because vengeance only bring us hatred. I can't live in that darkness. 

I was so angry and I felt like to scream out my lungs. Oh whatever it was. Felt alike a vagabond, a homeless stranger who was wandering around and & n don't even know where to go. Obviously, I was struggling between the GOOD and BAD. This ordinary yet awesome girl is brutally bad. When a good girl gone bad, it will be hard to return, thou (oh, crap!). Yet, how many times, how many trials, yea... the good side of me always win. I hate it and at the same time, loving it. I don't know why, and may be I know the reason why. Perhaps.

I would like to 

Punch and scratch!!! 

I learnt from what had happened...

Well, sometimes we feel the agony of life. Yea... We can't deny. Complexity of humans life. I've heard a Pastor said that; Satan is very hardworking. He searched the tiniest hollow in your heat and use it to destroy you... 

OH NO!

No compromise with the world.

DON'T! let the Satan win the struggle!

THE MADNESS OF THE WORLD

IS CONQUERED BY THE SADNESS OF IT

YET THERE IS NO POWER NOR AUTHORITY

ARE ABLE TO BEHOLD

THE GREATNESS OF ETERNITY

THE KINGDOM OF GOD.

AMEN.

Let us proclaim the WORD of GOD!

-1 Timothy 6:12-

Fight the good fight of faith, 

lay hold on eternal life.

I hope things will get better :))

What could be so worst when you have God with you?

Nothing can even pull and crash you down, dear...

The only thing that trials and temptations bring you is both make you find yourself stronger in the end of the day because you learn to fight the good fight, only if you dare to fight!

:))

Love

LOVE

is 

THE TITLE

:))

There is nothing holier in this life of ours than the first consciousness of love, the first fluttering of its silken wings.

Now, what is love in your point of view?

I guess there are much to say about love. It is so undefined and vary for individuals across

the world. Some say love is sacrifice, how great those words emphasize its deep meanings. Some might tell that loving is not just looking at each other, it is looking in the same direction. It is so poetic the way we express the meanings of love. Well, at the touch of love, everyone is a poet. So am I :)) and you.

Before we define love in our own words and sayings, we must acknowledge ourselves that there is a greater meaning of love in the perspective of a great King, which is the Saviour, Jesus Christ. He defines love in His unfailing Word:

1 Corinthians 13:8

LOVE NEVER FAILS.

When we tell that is is kind, patient, humble and not envious, yes! True, indeed. The most important is, LOVE is not LUST. It is purity that becomes the strong foundation of unfailing love. No lustful 'love' can ever stands long, not to sat forever and even for eternity. Love is to make us stronger, not weaker, physically or spiritually. 

LOVE IS DIVINE :))

Why do I say so?

Because with love, we are able to forgive.

With love, we are willing to share.

And & n in love, we find joy.

Because of love, smiles and laughter fill our lives.

If it is not because of love, we will never breathe the air.

Without love, we will not pray for those in need.

All for love, we received the greatest gift of all; the LOVE of the Father.

Love, it builds our friendships

It reflects the smile on our faces :))))

When you have a crush

LOL What is so wrong to have a crush when you're single.

LOVE is in the AIR!

Hi, again! 

I'm so happy :))

I was waiting for Uncle Lee to arrive and pick up for the Saturday Youth Service. He arrived few minutes later after I went down from the house. The person that opened the van's door for me really made my heart felt so delighted. She's Patrica, my senior :)) It has been a long time she didn't attended this Youth Service because of some reasons. Praise the LORD! Somehow and in anyways, God works in her heart and it is God's will, that she continues to serve the Lord in the Calvary. Her presence near us really makes things better. Perhaps because we have the confidence in her. This sister in Christ really fond with us. She is the eldest youth in our group. This year she enters the Lower Form 6. I hope that she will continue to serve and love the Lord in her life. Amen.

Went jogging at the Tanjung Batu Park. From right: Patrica, me and Fellia.

Thanks for spending time reading my posts.

:))

I'm in my bedroom now, typing and seeing and reading. I checked on my FB just now and was enjoying commenting on the class' photos. In 10 more minutes I will be going for Youth Service. yea... a knock knock on the door just now. My nieces are here! At last, I can meet them after last Christmas. Okay... gotta go now :))

Have a nice day, everyone.

Awesome People :))

Happy Holidays, Everyone!!!

Holidays, we sure need it like the

Sun peeks out from behind the gloomy clouds.

I woke up this morning and somehow and somewhat and anyhow something came, was rushing onto my fragile yet strong mind, that today was going be a great day :))

GUESS WHAT?

Well...

I went to school and sat on my chair. The first person that made me laugh until I felt I almost fell from my chair was Miss Dyona. She is a T-totally 5S5's Radio F.M.. lol Okay, we had PSK exam and after recess we were sitting for our final paper for Final First Term Exam, which was the Chem Pp1. 10 minutes before we started answering the paper, we took the opportunity to take some photos as memory, together with our class teacher, Miss Suhaya :)) Everyone was so excited. I mean, this 5S5 2011 is so united. After we joined the Inter-school English Drama Competition, YEA... Everything started to turn in a way that we had never expected. We are so fond to each other, fonder. I think this final year in SMK Bintulu is awesome! We have a new, awesome Senior Excellent Principal, Mr. S. Ananthan, awesome Prefect's Board, awesome Bintulu Hawk's F.M.., classmates, teachers n & n AWESOMENESS of Life is Waiting Ahead :))

Great time in 5S5:

Here awesome people with awesome life are fighting for

SPM together.

Have a Blessed Day!

:))

Arise & Shine 

Today will be the final day of the Last First Term Exam :)) 

So

Hope that I can do well for both Chem Pp1 & PSK later. My classmates will surely shout here and there after the papers are finished. LOL 5S5 this year is like so awesome. Unlike other 5S5's from past years, we are the nerds and the naughties. We are the other version of Geniuses. We are the real LOSERS. LOSERS that will lose all the negative things and we keep the best for the last. Yea... The Best is yet to come :)) 

Butterfly flies away.

Flaps your wings now you can't stay.

Take those dreams and make them all

COME TRUE.

(What? O.o? Why did I used the butterfly as the symbolic? oh, don't bother.)

Awesomeness of Like

is 

Waiting Ahead

:))

Have a blessed day!