Fight the Good Fight!

I'm back again.

It's luring inside me and seeks to destroy me.

I was not having a very pleasant day. Today something did happened. Actually, since yesterday. What had happened really hurt me. Someone spoke bad about me and cursed me with her sharp, similar to two-edged swords, pierced to the depth of my wounded heart! What??? I was innocent and knew nothing! Why??? Why she did that towards me? Right... Discrimination took place. I can do better if I want! Just like what Pastor Martin said, "I have freedom to say NO! That is real freedom!" I chose a "NO" for revenge because vengeance only bring us hatred. I can't live in that darkness. 

I was so angry and I felt like to scream out my lungs. Oh whatever it was. Felt alike a vagabond, a homeless stranger who was wandering around and & n don't even know where to go. Obviously, I was struggling between the GOOD and BAD. This ordinary yet awesome girl is brutally bad. When a good girl gone bad, it will be hard to return, thou (oh, crap!). Yet, how many times, how many trials, yea... the good side of me always win. I hate it and at the same time, loving it. I don't know why, and may be I know the reason why. Perhaps.

I would like to 

Punch and scratch!!! 

I learnt from what had happened...

Well, sometimes we feel the agony of life. Yea... We can't deny. Complexity of humans life. I've heard a Pastor said that; Satan is very hardworking. He searched the tiniest hollow in your heat and use it to destroy you... 

OH NO!

No compromise with the world.

DON'T! let the Satan win the struggle!

THE MADNESS OF THE WORLD

IS CONQUERED BY THE SADNESS OF IT

YET THERE IS NO POWER NOR AUTHORITY

ARE ABLE TO BEHOLD

THE GREATNESS OF ETERNITY

THE KINGDOM OF GOD.

AMEN.

Let us proclaim the WORD of GOD!

-1 Timothy 6:12-

Fight the good fight of faith, 

lay hold on eternal life.

I hope things will get better :))

What could be so worst when you have God with you?

Nothing can even pull and crash you down, dear...

The only thing that trials and temptations bring you is both make you find yourself stronger in the end of the day because you learn to fight the good fight, only if you dare to fight!

:))