Dear Gennieve :)

My beloved sister in Christ, sorry for this late Birthday wishes. I always remember you, my friend. I am grateful to the Lord that He gave me the opportunity of being be your friend. I hope that you had a very blessed 17th Birthday! (We are getting older, right? LOL) We're so far now. It's like Kuching and Bintulu. Hu hu hu... So I want to do something more special. I sent you a Happy Birthday Wishes via this blog. Hope you like it! :)

My greatest hope is that our friendship will last forever until the time when we meet our Father in heaven. A million of Thank You is my appreciation towards you. I can't wait to meet you again! We here in Bintulu always remember about you, Miss Pickachu. 

Looks like Miss Gennieve Lee Phick Choo! :)

My dearest sister, you're:

Amazing

Beautiful

 Cute

Precious

May the Lord always be with you.

And I always pray that your faith in Him will grow each day.

Together we pass our SPM with flying colors this 2011! 

AMEN!

Love u, Gen! 

All the best in your studies, k. This June I will be at Kuching for the prefects' trip to the University of Swinburne. I'll call you, soon. Please send my regards to your mother and Gordon. God bless you always. 

Your friend,

Flora Goyak :D

Hello! :)

In the classroom, the air was filled with the agony of Addmaths. My classmates were calculating, thinking, recalling, breathing, freaking and whatever that was happening...

The "Today is Tuesday" made me felt like a huh huh huh yea right... WEIRD. 

The moment I opened the Addmaths paper, I was like:

LOL -.-

There I was sitting on the chair, writing and answering and calculating and my neurons were working with my left hand pressing on the calculator :) Praise the LORD! I managed to do better this time. I hope that my simultaneous equation and linear function will get full marks. If no, ha ha after the Gawai holiday I will have to do much corrections. Madam Wong Tai Nie will never ever ever gonna tolerate anymore with 5S5. Huh... LORD, help me. Amen. 

My Physics :) no comment. I only can say that I will not have any red ink on my report card this exam. All that I know, I just do the best!

Tomorrow is going to be The Biology. Both essay and objective questions. Going to craze! :) 

My head is feeling heavy now and yet, I still want to do some typing. Ok, gotta go now. 

This is what I look like when I'm in serious mood.

Cheer up! Find happiness despite all the agonies of  the "Exam Mode"

Have a nice day!

Good morning, people! :)

Title of the day:

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS

It is like the world is laughing at me when it comes to...Addmaths.

I'm annoyed!

Now is 4.35 a.m.. I'm typing and reading and seeing and breathing and thinking. Yea. OK... Today I will be having Addmaths Paper 2 exam -.- no comment about the marks I will be getting for each paper. Yet, I am determined to improve this time. It is humiliating to get an E grade for Addmaths, thou. I was unable to hide my face and and and again and, not this time! End the "Pathetic Addmaths Era"!  

Well, at least a C this time :) Amen.

My World of Additional Mathematics. 

I'm fighting.

We'll the result after the Gawai holidays, dear... LOL

All the best for me! 

Goodbye! :)

Some Here and There of My Life :)

Good afternoon, everyone! 

I went to school as usual in the morning. I arrived at the school gate at 6.45 a.m. and straight away made my way to the classroom before the Physics Paper 2 exam started at 7.10 a.m.. As I read through some notes 10 minutes before exam and that before we have to keep all the books, suddenly, Jessica and Dyona talked about shopping. 

Jess   : Hey, Dyon. You want to know something. I went to Hub yesterday :D They got sales!!! 

Dyon : (Excitedly) Really?

Jess   : I bought shoes... clothes... (happily)

Dyon : Eee... I want to go! They still have sales??

Jess   : No more, I guess.

Dyon : Aarrghh....!!!

Me   : Jess, Dyon... your conversation is quite interesting :)

Dyon : What? Ok... that's weird.

Miss Jessica and Miss Dyona :):) 

Ha ha and another ha ha of the day really make my life so like a rainbow.

Today we had to sit for only one paper :):):):) which was so good, indeed. Cabrini cut her hair and lost her curly ponytail. Yet, yea... still cute. She said, " My situation is similar to a cat losing its tail..." Ha ha that's sad :P

Cabrini, the losing-her-ponytail girl.

After recess, we were having free time. Suddenly, we talked about Gennieve and Florence Joshua. Topic of the day is like so random. We had everything mix up here and there yet, obviously we enjoyed the time of recalling the time we had together back few years ago. I started to be so in the mood of sweet memory. Yha... I miss my beloved bosom friend who is living and staying and schooling at St. Mary, Kuching. 

The smile on our faces are the glow of our friendship :) :)

I'm missing her so much :( I wonder what she is doing right now. Busy with the exam week? I guess... LOL Probably she's still mumbling, jumping here and there, panicking when she's accidentally drop something from her grip. I remember the time we went shopping together at Farley... OK... she made the shopping store as her 'home'. She dropped things here and there and I have to pick them up for her. Sometimes I have to remind her first not to drop anything before we went out to shopping centre or mall. 

Me  : Gen, don't drop things anymore. I won't pick them up for you anymore!
Gen : What....? (sad and smiley face at the same time) I accidentally drop it. He he he he...
Me  : I don't care. One more time you do that, I will be so speechless...
Gen : Alright... Alright... Don't mad at me... Pity me... hu hu hu...
Me  : Haish... 

(less than a minute later)... we went looking on some hair clips when she accidentally drop a packet of black and white hair clips. Yea... she panicked a bit... and it was time for me to be so speechless... -.-


I was annoyed. Yet, now I'm missing that moment so much. How good if I could turn time around and back to the time when I still can chat chat with her next to me. This Miss Pikachu is so cute and adorable( may be because the way she panic all the time) ha ha a very extraordinary young lady.


Here are some of the pictures we spent time together:

Gen with so-not-her evil facial expression. LOL

We did something with our feet. Her idea. 

This was taken when we were in the lower secondary level in 2009.

        

Gen and her new spectacles.

Have a good time reading! :) 

In the Mood of Physics & Addmaths :D

Good morning, readers! :)


It's 4.37 a.m. now and I'm still typing on the keyboard. I woke up earlier just now to do revision on Physics. I will be sitting for my Physics paper 2 later at 7.10 a.m. until 9.20 a.m.. O Lord, help me. Give me right wisdom and good memories. Amen. 


Dyona Intan sent a message yesterday via the Yahoo Messenger typed: "pgla physics, are u ready? n n n if u got send anything to my maxis, it's under maintenance now" 


Yea right. You always have a lot of numbers. I can't count :P

This is the awesome, gorgeous yet the weirdest Dyona Intan :) If she's not around, I can't imagine how boring my days will be :P

LOL I only managed to do revision on 3 chapter and had great times in doing the calculations exercises. I hope I can improve this time. At least not a D for my Physics. In June, I will storm in my SPM subjects. My Addmaths is what I call as "The Pathetic One" among all the subjects I take. Why? Because it makes me feel pathetic. Ha ha maybe I should change it as "The Amazing One" after this. I will not give up my beloved Addmaths(crap) :) I'm going to polish my Addmaths yayy! A+ on my SPM certificate. Amen.

WORD of GOD SPEAKS:

Farewell, My Friends

Today is the Sabbath Day. As usual I went to church early in the morning. I woke up at 5 something, said a short prayer and then took my bath. My father woke up earlier than me and he made breakfast for me. I am blessed to have a father who loves to cook and at the same time, has a good appetite :) My mom, ha ha as usual, still sleeping in the bedroom. Still in dreamland, I guess.

This picture was taken on one Sunday morning in March. My father prepared it for me. I called it as 'The Breakfast of Love.'

After breakfast, I took my handbag and went outside to wait for the church van to pick me up. Uncle Francis used to come about 6.30 a.m.. I stand near the gate and waited. The weather looked wet. It was raining heavily last night. The rain poured like bullets on the  roof  while as I was asleep, alike a bear. Few minutes after standing and waiting, the church van finally arrived. At the front, there Uncle Francis at the driving seat with his son, Nahum next to him. The moment I stepped onto the large vehicle, they greeted me with a "Good morning" and smiles. 

I closed the van's door and chose to sit next to Fellia's mother, Aunt Ajik. I realised that Fellia was not in the van so I asked Aunt Ajik. She went to the driving lesson centre. I felt a bit losing of something that morning. Probably because I used to be together with Tryphena and Fellia. Tryphena went to Sibu to further her studies in nursing. Next Tuesday, another one of my sister in Christ will be leaving us, Shirly Empaling. She is one of the Youth Worship Leader in the Calvary Church. She will be going to Labuan, to further her studies in matriculation. I cried silently in my heart. Years of being be with her in the love of Christ, I started to love this sister so much. She is very faithful to the Lord. Despite of her leaving, I am grateful that God blesses her studies and she passed her SPM with flying colors. We managed to talk to each other on the way home from the Saturday Youth yesterday. She reminded me to do well in my SPM this year. We talked about many things, including our feelings. She said that everything seems to be so fast. Time flies…

I trust that the Lord has a plan in her life. Shirly makes me amaze with her faith in God. Somehow in any ways, she taught me something about God through her attitudes. I have a lot of friends in school and other places. In contrast, having a sister in Christ is something that I call as a bigger picture of life. Seeing her life in Christ, the way she serves the Lord, enable me to understand that as youth, it is very good to come and seek the Lord. We need no big talent, we just need willingness to serve and obey God.

Next Tuesday she will go to Miri and take the flight to Labuan from the airport. Saying goodbye is hard. Farewell, my friend. I pray O Lord, that You will take good care this sister for us all. Amen.

We went to the Marina Bay, Miri to watch the sunset together. 

From left: Patrica, Flora(me) and Shirly.

We took this picture during the Easter Sunday Water Baptism at the Tanjung Batu Beach.

Youth stayed overnight on the Christmas Eve 2010. 

Front: Fellia From left at the back: Tryphena and me.

Our Calvary Youth will be missing Tryphena and Shirly so much. This reminds me of God’s Word:

'The Lord will never leave you nor forsake you.'

-Hebrew 13:5

The Word is true, indeed. I know O Lord, even though sometimes I feel all alone and without obvious direction, I believe, You still know what I’m going through. You know me as I was, as I am and as I will be. As the mother knows her baby’s face, You know me in the same way back round J I will never be a vagabond anymore as I used to be before I came to know Jesus. Pastor Daniel challenges us to take a leap of faith by giving tithes to the Lord. Not only that, he also wants the youth in the Calvary to be:

He shared the Word of God on Saturday. According to God: 

I began to think about today’s society. How many people will be so willing to forgive? Many times, I fail to forgive. This time, I choose to forgive. Not only for my sake, but I do it for God. If we take too much time to hate, it will be less time to love, right? 

Remember, God is Love and true LOVE is:

Jesus took the cross and thought of us, above all. We will never know how much it cost to see our sins upon the cross...  As we sang the song ‘Teach Me Your Way’, God touched my heart. I might be small and look timid. Somehow God has His own way to work in me.

Ajar aku Tuhan,

Jalan dalam t’rang Mu,

B’rikan ku hati yang teguh,

‘tuk mengasihi Mu,

Ku puji Kau, selama-lamanya,

S’genap hatiku, s’genap kuatku, s’genap hidupku,

Ku sereahkan pada Mu,

Pakailah sesuai kehendak Mu,

Ajar aku...

Thank you, Father.